I am not feeling well at the moment. I was woken up by horrible nightmares.I only blog when i am feeling uneasy.I am not sure what is bothering me. I been keeping myself really busy so i don't feel lonely. I am not used to this living alone. I haven't had nice Chinese soup for 2 weeks and surprisingly i am craving for it.
The reason i move my blog add is because i don't want to use my real name on the net.I won't be posting much pictures of my friends on facebook nor on my blog. It's scary cause eventually everyone will know each other.Everyone is link somehow. Chinese community in London is too small. I was a bit shock to find out my close friend's ex is interested in my other friends. How strange is that?
I think I'm having phobia for heathrow airport. I really hate going to that airport.I sent off 2 my bestest friend in that airport. I thought i can hold my feelings and lock them up since this is the 2Nd time. I just can't.....it's worse than breaking up with your bf. The thought of not seeing your best friend for a long long time is horrible.Who is gonna go shopping with me?Who is gonna give me honest opinion on dresses?who am i going high tea with? Who am i gonna gossip about boys to?? I guess i have to keep it all to myself. It's unfair, god send 2 of my bestest friend away . They the only one who understand me and someone who i can open up too. It's so hard to have friends you're 100% comfortable with...
Anyway, enough moaning.....i promise i try to blog everyday even though my life isn't that interesting.
For those who are living abroad. keep updating your facebook with pictures cause i really miss those party times and upload pictures of sexy boys plz...There is no summer in london but looking at your summery pictures really cheer me up =) I haven't been taking much pictures but i will photo whore again cause i am really feeling it right now =)
Here are 2 my fav pictures.......
I am missing mummy and jogging with cathy in the park =( I miss my home =(
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